情绪化

此刻的心情非常差。这几天，我都很情绪化。 忽然想要用华语写部落格，所以今天的文章是以华文为主的。心情是在昨晚开始变差的。我很烦！“那件事“的确是让我心烦的其中一个原因，因为是被逼的。我根本就不想要。直到现在，我还是有一种不爽的感觉。想哭但哭不出来。我话也少了很多，就是很不想讲话。就算是笑，也是勉强的。少说话是我心情不好的其中一个象征。我也很不想这样，可是这种感觉是无法控制得的。我是否有一种让人讨厌的感觉？其实，有时我也很讨厌我自己。我不知道为什么。身边是否还有懂得关怀的朋友？是否还有愿意聆听我倾诉的朋友？是否能像曾经所拥有的一样？我讨厌这种感觉！朋友。。。？有一种离你们好远好远的感觉，在一瞬间变得很陌生。如果你们觉得我今天的态度令你们反感，讨厌的话，在此说声对不起。。。

Feel

Aikss.. I feel badly. I'm in bad mood this few days. Moods are change like weather. Sunny, rainy, cloudy or anything else.. I feel like being forced to do something that I'm not willing to do it. I hate that! I try my best to do it but it doesn't work. I think this is my problem. There's no one that I can express my feelings to. Maybe there's someone but.. I don't know whether they will be my listener. Maybe I'm the one you all hard to understand or maybe I'm weird? Sometimes I really feel tired and disappointed to myself. I seldom share or express my feelings to friends but just in the blogger world. Realities are always sucks! Sometimes, there are something that are really not fair to you but you can't do anything and just let it be. Life is like a fool sometimes. People are not dare to face the truth but always believe lie that nice to hear. I really don't know how to describe my feeling now. Angry? not really. Sad? I don't think so. haih.. Sorry, if I did something that make you all mad. As I said, life is beautiful with the blessing of God, but what if without any blessing from anyone in your life?

Lie

why is it so hard to tell the truth but yet so easy to tell a lie?

Brian said: "Because lie is nice to hear but the truth always hurts."

Yea.. I'm agree with that. Some people think that others will never know the truth if they lie. But I think it's wrong. One day, they will find out the truth and the reason hiding behind. Don't think that you can keep the lie to someone as a secret in your whole life. Please stop to lie. If you really love them, don't lie!

Stress

ARrrr... I've just finished my Physics paper today. It's really hard and I don't know to do. I think I will fail it and I never pass for Physics paper. I hate Physics very much. Although I revise untill late night, I still can't answer the questions. So, what for to stay untill late to study? Tomorrow will be History Exam. Memorizes, memorizes and memorizes.. =.= stress.. It's really too much exam for us untill I don't feel like having exam now. aikss.. I want to say NO to exam. =.=

For Mum

Happy Birthday~!!

Happy Always~!!

God Bless~!!^^