Hmmm.. What happened??

Christmas is over. I'm not really happy but it's still okay. Hmm.. I celebrated my christmas at church and after that hanging out with church friends. We exchanged christmas present. Nice~!! After busy decorating for few weeks, finally can rest and relax now. Oppss... I think I'm suppose to say this because I didn't help much in decorating. I just went there and like do nothing. We went Sabah Hotel to take picture too. But I'm not in the mood. My fake smile in those pictures.. Hmmmm.. Everything changed!! Some of them act like a stranger for me. And one of my best friend... What can I say? I really don't know.. You thought I will give up friendship because of something??!! I told you many times, I wont!! I'm disappointed to hear you said about that. Shouldn't a best friend support the decision that I have made?? I try to talk with you but you seem like dun care. I think you thought I'm the one who changed. But... Nevermind.. Haih.. I dun wanna lost the friendship. Maybe 'she' is the one who cause something changed. But I know no one will believe about that! Because you all like her very much..? Yea, maybe. I'm like a fool when you're talking with 'her' like that day. Why do I say so? Because I'm just sitting at there and hear both of you talking there. You said the feel is not good when some one is talking something bad of your best friend. o.O I'm still considered as your best friend?? And you asked me why so friend with someone. She is also one of my best friend since..long time ago. Okay.. Maybe she's not that type you are thinking. I'm always the last people who knows everything.. I'm really a bit angry but I just will angry at here, in my blogging world. Not in my real life. No worry. Everything will be okay soon...