Farewell~

At airport. Bye bye le...

Susu and Sue Sue xD

For fun only lar. lol

It's winter?? haha

The day before leave..

Wow.. Xing and susu's room.. see how messy is it. haha

For susu..

For xing..

A farewell card from me to xing

23.01.10

Xing and Susu left us today le.. They are going to Christ Church, New Zealand. Very very mm seh dak them, especially xing neh.. because I know her since 5 years old. We always chat and play together. No more chatting together, no more serving God together, no more hanging out together... But now she suddenly leave and I need to get used to it. We farewell them at airport today. I saw Xing already crying there when I arrive. Seeing her like that, I also feel like crying le. Can't control my tears dropping from my eyes. My tears wet my face. But Susu didn't cry, so strong.. haha. And their grandma cried too. Their grandma loves them very much, it's true!! Their mum cried too after they leave. She didn't cry in front of them. I feel like crying again when I saw she cry. Anyway, it's part of life. Everyone is leaving soon. Xing, take care o.. We'll miss you always. The most important thing is don't forget about me. haha. No lar. The most important thing is keep your faith in God and don't forget to devotion. xD Susu, take care too ya. Miss your silly and funny actions very much. God bless ya~!!

Xing, where are you??? Many many things that I wanna talk to you. Can you be my listener like last time? I just feel like talking and sharing with you at this time. This time of sadness.. Although we've been such a long time didn't spend our time to chat together.. But I just feel like you are the one who can really help me...

I've just arrived home and updating my blog again. I went church for choir practice just now and after yum cha with church friends at Brown Ambience, the place we spent much time there. I drive from church to Indah just now. This is the first time I drive without my parents or any elders beside. Puppet, Susu and Lee Sue were in my car just now. Sorry if I made you all afraid. hahaha..

Hmm.. Still don't feel like sleeping now. I visited my friend's blog just now and I saw something. I don't know whether you are talking about me or someone else. But I think maybe it's me. Is there something we've misunderstood?? Maybe I'm annoying you and you think that I've changed because of "something"? Just because of that "matter" then we should have a distance among us and shouldn't chat, play around, sharing and spend more time together like the past days? Yea, maybe I'm not really a caring friend. I can't even give out a hand when you're in trouble. Sorry about that. But I didn't even know what are happening to you. Something that post on your blog sounds like our friendship are not that important. Maybe I'm the one who should keep a distance from you. Congratulation that you've found your real friend and a friend who will always share and care about you anytime. I know sometimes I shouldn't disturb the time both of you spend together. I shouldn't appear sometimes. It seems like I'm disturbing both of you. Maybe I'm selfish sometimes.. Maybe no more sharing about happiness, sadness..among us. Maybe I'm just the one who passed by your life and didn't left any footprints in your life. Your life will still be wonderful, beautiful and colourful yet without me. There are many things that you haven't know. You will know about that one day. But please don't judge or guess before you know that. Anyway, all the best for you and God bless..

Xing and Susu will leave on 23rd January. They will continue their education at New Zealand. Can't celebrate Chinese New Year at here neh.. T.T I wanna say sorry to xing because of I seem like didn't appreciate our friendship. Sorry about that. But actually I appreciate it! I hope we are still best friend like last time. Sharing everything with each other.. Gonna miss both of you very much. Don't forget about me ya^^ God Bless!!^^

Erm.. anything else to talk about? Just feel like writing, writing and writing... Feel like many things that I wanna share at here. Why huh?? Because can't find a friend to talk and share? Hmmm... I'm very free nowadays. Go to church everyday for helping in some stuff. I still not yet decide what to study and where to study.. So fan leh.. Aikss.. Everyone.. My mum, aunts, cousins, friends are asking me about that.. ARrrrr... Okaly lar. Let's stop at here. Nitezz..

Open school le.. Opz.. Not me. haha. Good luck to all who back to school. Study hard =P especially those will have spm this year like puppet, penny, jing jing...

Hmm.. It 1.14am now. But I still do not feel like sleeping. Aiksss.. So near yet so far?? Yea. So near yet so far.... 6 more days....

2010

Hello 2010. 2010 is here. Happy New Year to all of you. Sorry for the previos post. Just forget about that. Best wishes for all of you. God bless!!^^