The Rock Cafe

Last night after youth fellowship, we did what we do usually- have a drink at The Rock Cafe. A new cafe at ijm. It's quite nice and comfortable. We leave our comments and signs at the big whiteboard.. meaningful. Nice try~!!^^

Well, I'm just back home from church. Today really soOooOoooo hot. Easy to fall sick. Take care ya~ Going to jog at Tshun Ngen later. want to keep fit~!! haha.. Xing and Susu have such a long time didn't join us to jog together. Hmm.. They seem like far away from us now. What happened?? Hope that we will spend more time together~^^

Saturday

Feel quite happy today:) I woke up at 10am this morning. hmm.. it's quite late. I have forgotten that I have a date with my friends (Joyce, Jessie, Shi Ping. Siaw Wan & Ka Ceng) at 9.30pm. So, after woke up i go to wash up as fast as possible. Wow.. really rush.. We go to buy dress and shoes for the coming Interact Installation Night. I have bought a black dress with RM60. I love it so much~!! Jessie and Ka Ceng also bought a black dress and Shi ping bought a pair of shoes. Joyce, Siaw Wan and still not yet find out our shoes. haha.. After that, we have a drink at Jesselton Coffee. Nestum cheese cake is extremely delicous. Yummy~!!! Such a long time didn't hang out with them. Hmm.. Feel quite good just now^^ Anyway, hope that our friendship will last forever~

Time to bath now. Going to church for youth fellowship later..^^

Today's Sipritual Vitamin

* Sometimes, God breaks our spirit to save our soul.
* Sometimes, God breaks our heart to make us whole.
* Sometimes, God sends us pain so we can be stronger.
* Sometimes, God sends us failure so we can be humble.
* Sometimes, God sends us illness so we can take better care of ourselves.
* Sometimes, God takes EVERYTHING from us so we can learn the value of EVERYTHING we have.

Finally

Phew... Finally have finished all the tests today.. Last night i sleep at 3am because of study biology for the test. I fell asleep untill 1am. Then, start revision at 1am to 3am =.= Really tired. Feel very sleepy at school.

I went for a praise concert just now with Biao, Xing, Xue Wei, Puppet, Meteor, David, Cheng and my brother at Basel Sandakan Church. Hmm.. It's still ok^^ I remember the words by the lady: "When there is a forgiveness, there is a love." I'm agreed about that. We should learn to forgive others so that we have no enemy. Love everyone around us:) After the concert, we go Jesselton for a drink and chat a lot at there. Jesselton again.. Super Moist Chocolate cake.. Yummy~!!^^

Time to sleep now.. ZZzzZzzzZzzzzzzzzzzz.....

Come Holy Spirit

Haihzzz

Just back from youth fellowship at church. Scolded by my dad because of my brother! Sigh~ Why want to scold me??? That's not my false, ok!!! I'm not purposely don't answer ur call, ok... Please think before u scold!! Why adult must be the right one??? and we must be the false one??? Can't the adult think at our side and care our feelings? Do u really know that sometimes ur words will hurt us??? huh??!! Do u really understand us??? Whatever.. Really tired to explain and bother about it.. Every time also will be like that.. Sigh~~

Hmm.. Have my dinner after youth fellowship. Maggie again=.= Don't have time to eat dinner because need to go to church early for practice song. Tonight's youth fellowship was quite funny and enjoy. Learnt something from it. Love the praise and worship^^ Keep going on~!!

Updated again...

Hmm.. Just arrived home. Practice song at church just now and then have a drink with Biao, Ching, Joshua and Durian at Moon & Star (old place). Quite boring to go there because always be there but still want to. haha.. Stupid.. Hmm.. I think i should eat less from now. My weight has raised 2kg! Oh no!! It's already so much for me. I don't become fatter and fatter than now. I should do exercise everyday but I'm lazy. haha.. Help me~!!!! Going to have biology and sejarah test next week. aikss.. Maybe can't sleep early next week. I haven't start my revision T.T

I feel quite angry at school during recess time because of something. What the hell.. sigh.. Never mind.. Don't want to bother about it! FORGIVE and FORGET~!!!

Special Words

Yuan's word:
Don't ever make a promise if u might not make it. (yuan 1:1)

Audrey's word:
Don't ever test my faith because u will lose the battle. (Audrey 1:1)

下雨天

下雨天了怎麼辦 我好想你
我不敢打給你 我找不到原因
為什麼失眠的聲音 變得好熟悉
沈默的場景 做你的代替
陪我等雨停
期待讓人越來越沉溺
誰和我一樣 等不到他的誰
愛上你我總在學會 寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘 一個人擦淚
一個人好累
怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼
其實 沒有我你分不出那些差別
結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過 別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉

~下雨天~

Stress

It's 12.11am now. I haven't sleep yet. Doing revision for Maths test. So many tests this few weeks. Maths, Sejarah, Bio.... I'm totally stressed an tired! Really tired, tired and tired... Tiredness covered me..

Time to say Bye Bye

Say Bye bye to..... Henry.. He will leave tomorrow for his futher education. Just have a drink with him at Jesselton Coffee just now.(Biao, puppet, meteor, ching, yung, xing, susu, cheng, david, joshua, bing) wow.. so many people farewell Henry. ^^ Take a lot of pictures again. haha.. I will upload those photos later. Hmm.. quite happy just now. Laughing, laughing and laughing.. until tired.. haha.. However, wish u all the best ya, Henry.. Study hard wor:p Remember come back to visit us during holiday wor.. And remember miss us ar.. Find us when u are "ji mo nai nai" ok? haha.. May God bless u! ^^ Bye~

Sunny Sunday

Lolxx~!!

Silly susu & crazy yuan :p

Umbrella!!!

Henry & Joshua

Henry, xing, susu, me

Henry & me

Who??!!!

These pictures are taken at church by today.

Don't know why suddenly take so many silly pictures after service. haha..

What happened??!! Especially susu.. She's funny.. haha.. After that, we went jogging at Tshun Ngen as usual. So tired~ But feel quite happy today^^

Yippie~!!

Praise and worship~

Welcome~

Yeah~!!

Last night youth's event...

Hmm.. What should I say??

Just back home from church for choir practice. I have left praise team! So on with biao. Hmm.. happy? Maybe I think.. I'm really tired being in the praise team. The attitude of 'someone'... Don't want to talk about it anymore. Just forgive and forget. It's kinda hard to forgive and forget but try it! Feel sick.. headache and coughing. Plan not go to school today but i did not. Because it's Friday. Friday is a happy day. A stupid reason, right?=.= Maybe not enough sleep. I've been stayed until late night this few days. For no reason? I don't know..

FRIEND!!! Friends are always special and important in my life. But i feel that some friends that around me changed. They have changed or I'm the one who have changed? Start with..

Xing: She is my FIRST best friend. We know each other since kinder garden. We have been being 14 years friend. But we seldom talk and share our happiness and sadness with each other recently like usual. Maybe both of us have our own things to do and busy. Busy for homework, test... Xing will have her JPJ test at 16/7. Good luck to her. However, I will appreciate the special friendship between us. I never changed. Once a friend, forever a friend. Xing, sorry if i did something that make u mad. Friendship Forever..^^-me & xing-

Susu: She is xing's sister. A cute girl. Always laugh and cheerful. U will feel happy when u see her charming face.But sometimes her respond got a bit slow. Never mind.. It's her special characteristic.. haha.. Opss.. said something wrong.. sorry.. hehe.. Keep on with ur smiling ya..susu^^

Puppet: Hmm.. still waiting for someone special?? I think so.. Totally.. haha.. I think some of u should know who is the special one he is waiting for.. Shhh... :p Gambateh ya!!

Biao: Crazy always.. Likes to make silly jokes.. He brings many happiness to people around him(sometimes).. haha.. Can be considered as a trusted friend. Facing some problem now. Pray for him and his family.

Friends are not a game to play. Friends are not just a word to say. Friends do not start in March and end in May. Friends mean yesterday, today and forever!

My situation now: Hmm.. Feeling better now. Still waiting for something special. Miracle..? Don't know.. Just wait, the only thing that I can do now.

p/s: Somethings that do not belong to u will never come back to u. But if it's yours, it will be yours forever. Appreciate everything that u have before u lost it.

Well, It's 1.15am now. Time to sleep. Nite.. ZZzzzzz...

最后一次

先走了 去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮
所有回忆抹去却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心
*在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千言万语还没说给你听
我使劲全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我永远爱你

一位已过世十七岁少女刻骨铭心的爱情创作... 感人肺腑的一首歌~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=71Xs27qIVUY



爱总是美好的.
但不要轻易说”爱”.
“爱” 说了出口就收不回去.
爱也是脆弱的,
不要轻易伤害你所爱的人和正在用心爱你的人.
一旦心灵上受了伤害, 虽然伤口已复原了,
可是心里却永远留着一道痕迹,
再怎么洗也洗不掉了.
不要轻易许下承诺.
所许下的承诺就是所付出的代价.
不要许下实现不了的诺言.
实现不了的诺言将会变成最大的伤害.
真正地爱一个人,
就是要为他付出一切,不求回报.
爱一个人, 也不一定要占有他.
只要他过得开心就好了.
若有缘就必能在一起.
珍惜眼前你爱和爱你的人,
不要等到失去后才懂得珍惜,
那时已经太迟了…
愿天下有情人终成眷属!

Give me 5!!

Ice ring?!?!!!

my brother and me.. is younger brother.. haha..

so happy? lol..

Preparing Sushi for Sunday school open day^^

Today church's activity- Sunday school open day

Feel sorry

I'm sorry to my friend. I just knew that Biao knows what had happened to me recently when i view his blog last night. I never tell him about that. He said heard from someone. I also don't know who is that. I know he is really a trusted friend but.. i really don't know what to say. I'm not good in express myself to others. I'm not hiding my own problem from u guys purposely. I think my own problem does not need to know by everyone and I don't want u all to worry about that. As what Biao said, Love is blind. Yea.. That's true but sometimes it depends on the way u manage about it. Well, I think everything is ok now. I'm still the original Yuan,k! I have my own freedom and a new life now. What had happened to me is just like a dream, come suddenly and end so fast. Biao, thanks for ur support and sorry ya.. Hmm.. But sometimes u really think too much lar.. Why u said that our kindly attitude to u are so weird?? Friend should not be like that? Hmm.. Biao, don't think too much and remember that we'll always be with u^^

Sing Kang Youth~

I'm just back home from youth gathering at church. Henry has came back from KK few days ago but he didn't tell us that he has came back. Then, just now suddenly saw him at church. He said want to give us a SURPRISE.. haha.. hmm.. Got a bit surprise lor because before that Puppet got told us about that. So, it's not really a big surprise.. Lol.. Whatever lar.. Happy to meet him and spending time together with him. He will go kl for his further education soon. I'm still remember that the time we play, hang out and serve God together. He is a good and caring friend. May God bless him and always be with him.

Tonight's youth gathering's event nothing special. We just played some games and practice the song that we will perform on next sunday(youth's sunday). The most funniest game is 'chewing gum'. Just run here and there. Quite tired but happy.. haha.. We love to PLAY!!

Crazy~

Sing kang youth gang

These photos are taken long time ago. I think is about 3 years ago. I was form 2 that time. Hmm.. Time past so fast. Some of them left here for their further education, work.... But there are a lot of memories.. happy, sad, disappointed.. We learnt many things from that. Sing kang youth Gambateh!!^^

Kudat trip- late post

puppet, biao, me & ching

wow.. Tip of Borneo

yeah!!

ching and me

on the way...

~Happy Memories~

Sleepy~

I feel sleepy all the time at school today. I think maybe sleep too late last night. Actually nothing special today. School life really bored. Everyday just repeat and do the same thing but sometimes have fun also..hehe.. This year is the last year to spend my time with classmates, friends and teachers in secondary school. After form 5, I think we will have our further education at different place. So, we must appreciate the time that we're spending together. I will.. of course!

During Bio lesson, Puan Grace told us about her childhood. I recall many memorizes of my childhood that time. haha.. I spent my childhood with yi xing most of the time. We know each other since we are 4 years old. We were in the same class from kindergarden until primary 6. We always play around together and it was very happy. Hmm.. we like to play barbie doll last time. We make the clothes ourselves for the doll.haha.. It's funny.. But we study at different school now. Distance does not seperate our friendship. We still got tuition together and she is at the same church with me too. She is a good pianist and drummer:p She will go to Newzealand next year but I won't forget her. Friendship Forever!! ^^

Happy Birthday to Ms Lam

Today is Ms Lam's birthday. We have just hang out and celebrate her birthday with her just now. Many people there.. Audrey, Janice, Joan, Crystal, Chuin, Olivia, Brian, Ming chen, Yan Yee....and others.. We have our dinner at 'The Boss' and after that we planned to watch a movie. But when we arrived cinema, there's no current. Unbelievable a cinema will no current! What a ...cinema... Lolxx!! Then we just go to Jesselton Coffee and have a drink at there. Really feel so full just now. haha.. Today at school, we gave Ms Lam a big surprise. She is touched.. I think..haha.. However, wish her has a blessed birthday and happy always^^

Hmm.. feel quite tired today. I skip chinese class today with Audrey. This is my 1st time to skip chinese class because just feel like don't want to attend the class. The teacher is so boring. Feel so tired to face her. Hmm.. still got a bit moody this few days and I'm still waiting..? Maybe.. Just let it be how could it be.. I can do nothing with it..

我要快乐

又被爱伤了一遍
无所谓当作成长
刚刚走开的人
烟还点着味道却淡了
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有
我要快乐 我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨 我早应该割舍
我要快乐 哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的

-我要快乐-

Tired

I'm really tired today. After school got account class then after that got tuition again. Luckily tonight's tuition canceled. This few days, we were busying for our Malay drama presentation. It's quite success. I'll post the photos later=p hmm.. I'm really so tired. Tired in the body and tired in the heart too. I'm still ok in this few days. I think everything need time to recover. Sad--->happy..need time. Cry--->laugh.. need time. Hurt in heart really need time to heal. Maybe as the time past, u will forget the things that make u feel sad, unhappy and make ur tears drop from ur eyes. I hope I can forget about it but I don't know whether i can do that or not. Sometimes, it's better know nothing than know everything. Remember, smile is very important in ur life. Smile always.. Smile can makes u happy and cheerful. Before that, I thought my smile will disappear in my life but I noticed that just smile can brings away all my sadness. Hope You will be happy always too...